Wizards on Earth
I wrote this a few weeks before my first hospitalization in 2016. I showed this to my mom and I told her that I couldn’t post this back then. She said, “It’s normal. You were in the hospital.” I feel like sharing now.
November 7th, 2016
Last week, I spent a few hours studying the emotional impact of music. Through music, we can change the frequency of our mind to an improved state. I found it fascinating that it has the power to mirror our emotions, and even more interesting that our energy can attract the type of music that reflects our core Self. Love attracts loving songs, and sadness attracts a range of songs varying from loss to anger.
This makes you think about how much power words have and how being creative makes you a wizard. If an artist has the power to help people release their pain, then he or she has the power to take people to heaven or hell, which are both mindsets that exist on this earthly dimension. What we haven't realized is that we are all wizards and we have the capacity to influence others. We were given the gift of creativity which is the epitome and channel of divine love. However, creativity only comes forward by being your authentic self. The more you strive to be who you are, the easier it is to allow the flow of love and creativity into your life.
We need to experience the lows to realize that we need better and more positive emotions in our life. We can only receive better when we had enough with the fear-based state of mind. When do you know you had enough? The minute you begin to question why you are in a negative vibration is the minute the illusion begins the dissipate.
You as a wizard will be able to change your environment by altering the state of your mind. Basically, your mind mirrors your world. However, you'll have to be an apprentice for some time which will help you slowly level up to a better vibration. This is wonderful news, because you don't have to feel stagnant or distressed for the rest of your life. You can choose to be a wizard and get your power back. The only aspects that you will have to sacrifice are the old, outdated beliefs about yourself, others and the world, and the limited beliefs that are keeping you safe. At the end, you decide your vibration.
Everything is Written
The wheel of life is continuously spinning. It spins swiftly, bringing abrupt changes into our lives. Sometimes, change is hindered when life becomes stagnant; thus, time becomes worthless. This only occurs when we become lost and frustrated by our circumstances. We hope that an outside force can rescue us from our situations; but so often, we forget that the most powerful force lies asleep within us.
I remember when I woke up from the living dead. I watched the sunrise as my room was being filled with light. It was a scene that I hadn't seen in a very long time, and I knew that this marked the awakening of my consciousness.
The wheel began to spin and chant:
Nothing is ittefaq ("co-incidence" in Urdu). Everything is kismat ("destiny" in Hindi"). Everything is written. Everything is written. Everything is written. We will spin to lead you to your purpose. We must spin. The chariot will come to help you move forward. Do not control the chariot or else it will crash.
Why can I not control the chariot? I wondered.
The chariot comes at the right time, and we cannot control timing. We can only work with the present Now. When the chariot diligently takes you where you need to be, the Now will change. Everything may look like ittefaq, but everything is kismat. Shikha, do not control the chariot for timing will backfire. You have tried in the past, and everything fell apart. But, the tower must burn to the ground in order for you to see clearly again. Each cycle must go through death for strength to be reborn. Trust me, it is time to spin.
What about freewill? I asked.
Freewill is good for our daily situations. It is very important to listen to the Self that is where the truth lies. If you pay attention to your inner voice, then you will be led to situations that may seem like ittefaq. However, it's just you creating your kismat.
I am so confused.
I will repeat this again. Nothing is ittefaq. Everything is kismat. Everything is written. Everything is written. Everything is written. We will spin to lead you to your purpose. We must spin. There is nothing to fear.