is this dumb
i wrote something during a panic attack that was frightening so now im up doing mala because im so scared of this energy….then it clicked…like right now….it’s a full moon….tonight i saw a full moon… so things are feeling weird….do u feel weird? i feel weird…sorry for my language skills being poor… im happy that i have some assistance at school…
u know when i was at the hospital, everyone said the nastiest things about my mom and me. i was out there doing work…..trying to be a decent human…..i don’t know what to say… i just want to be numb…i dont care anymore….you do you man….your soul is yours….thats between you and your God…i never said anything about this stuff and anyone’s beliefs…i honestly dont care.
but here’s the deal, everything sucks. the world sucks. life sucks. energy sucks. people suck. thats a lot of sucking..hahahaha okay seriously, please relax, no one reads this blog.